songs about self harm

"was written in one afternoon, after the author's 13-year-old sister, who has been cutting for more than a year, attempted suicide. It's rap music, it's emotionally deep, and very profound. The hook is haunting."
(Lucio)

Bleeding

by Basix92 (Feat. Lola Mendoza)

A fuck you day, man
uh huh
From the top of a world to a bottomless pit
From the fire where my live’s well lit
To the coldest place where souls go to rest
N no I ain't just gettin shit off my chest
Flexin as I be stressin, be readily investin in a question
Lettin off aggression in this rap session is a blessin
Cuz honestly it's keepin me sane, well in line
Bit like me stayin in my own lane, in my mind
With all these emotions I'm exposin
Runnin deeper than oceans
Not hopin for a magic potion, so now I'm thought provokin
Shit talkin n invokin malicious rhymes
Not laughin n jokin, suspicious times
On my hands n knees cryin just hopin your fine
Just thinkin bout you dyin, baby girl your mine
Here for you one hundred precent of the time
So know that's written in cement n not lime
That's yesterday, today, and tomorrow too
So I pray that today you start to get a clue
When you bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed
When you bleed, I bleed, I bleed
Don't go towards the light
Because you already shine, bright
oh
Now I see, the destruction of these chain of events
Now to me, the corruption you see, pain of prevents
I'm forever family, I saw you grow up
Do whatever it takes, but now you blow up
At the ones who love you most, no waste of breath
Like guns above the coast, angel of death
This is reality, to see a hospital bed
With no vitality, fills me with volatile dread
So I'm tryna' wrap my head 'round this but in my head
It keeps killin till I'm dead, n I might have to behead
This pretty boy but I wrote this instead
If I annoy, know it's to lesson embed

Give yourself a few years, open your eyes
Learn from the new tears, fuck the lies
And you'll do just fine, that's a promise I can keep
Eyes are blue not blind, in time, benefits you'll reap
Will surpass any of this trash, real talk
Burn to ash all that's in the past, then walk
On with a new you, it's the thing to do
Know that my love's true, now you've got a clue
That's all I really got to fucking say,
I love you to death Sara...

When you bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed
When you bleed, I bleed, I bleed

Don't go towards the light,
Because you already shine, bright
oh

VIMEO

{cover Johhny Cash}

Hurt ~ Nine Inch Nails

Hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
my sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...


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Breathe Me ~ Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


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Clarisse ~ Legião Urbana


Estou cansado de ser vilipendiado, incompreendido e descartado
Quem diz que me entende nunca quis saber
Aquele menino foi internado numa clínica
Dizem que por falta de atenção dos amigos, das lembranças
Dos sonhos que se configuram tristes e inertes
Como uma ampulheta imóvel, não se mexe, não se move, não trabalha.
E Clarisse está trancada no banheiro
E faz marcas no seu corpo com seu pequeno canivete
Deitada no canto, seus tornozelos sangram
E a dor é menor do que parece
Quando ela se corta ela se esquece
Que é impossível ter da vida calma e força
Viver em dor, o que ninguém entende
Tentar ser forte a todo e cada amanhecer.
Uma de suas amigas já se foi
Quando mais uma ocorrência policial
Ninguém entende, não me olhe assim
Com este semblante de bom-samaritano
Cumprindo o seu dever, como se eu fosse doente
Como se toda essa dor fosse diferente, ou inexistente
Nada existe pra mim, não tente
Você não sabe e não entende
E quando os antidepressivos e os calmantes não fazem mais efeito
Clarisse sabe que a loucura está presente
E sente a essência estranha do que é a morte
Mas esse vazio ela conhece muito bem
De quando em quando é um novo tratamento
Mas o mundo continua sempre o mesmo
O medo de voltar pra casa à noite
Os homens que se esfregam nojentos
No caminho de ida e volta da escola
A falta de esperança e o tormento
De saber que nada é justo e pouco é certo
E que estamos destruindo o futuro
E que a maldade anda sempre aqui por perto
A violência e a injustiça que existe
Contra todas as meninas e mulheres
Um mundo onde a verdade é o avesso
E a alegria já não tem mais endereço
Clarisse está trancada no seu quarto
Com seus discos e seus livros, seu cansaço
Eu sou um pássaro
Me trancam na gaiola
E esperam que eu cante como antes
Eu sou um pássaro
Me trancam na gaiola
Mas um dia eu consigo existir e vou voar pelo caminho mais bonito
Clarisse só tem 14 anos...

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Few Small Bruises ~ Maria Mena

Out here on the ledge
I'm not far away from stepping off
I finally picked out my cloud
It's the one over there surrounded by all that air

You reached out your hand
And said "I understand"
So why not come down?

Well except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine
Oh except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine

Thank you for asking!
I'm so glad we had this moment here alone
I know they think I'm crazy
But everything I am, is everything I was taught to be

Except...

As you read my words out loud
Make me sound genius
Make me sound special
And mabye I'll come down...


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Strawberry Gashes - Jack Off Jill

Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me


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Razor ~ Foo Fighters

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine

Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get the chance to say goodbye

Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine

Day after day
Cutting away
Day after day
But anyway

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Sweet and divine

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The Dresden Dolls ~ Bad Habit

Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...

And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy

& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum

And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy

And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating

And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit

And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
And anyone can see the signs
Mittens in the summertime
Thank you for your pity, you are too kind

And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?

And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
They dont know that their minds are teething
Makes me want to give mankind a beating

I'm tried bandages and sinking
I've tried gloves and even thinking
I've tried vaseline
I've tried everything
And no-one cares if your back is bleeding
They're concerned with their hair receding
Looking back it was all maltreating
Every thought that occurred misleading

Makes me want to give myself a beating....


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Dirty Magic ~ The Offspring

In my own simple way
I think she wants me only
She said" Come over right away."
But she's just not that way
Her little soul is stolen
See her put on her brand new face

Pull the shades
Razor blades
You're so tragic
I hate you so
Love you more
I'm so elastic
The things you say
Games you play
Dirty magic

I should know better than
To think I'd reach inside her
It's all a cloudy kind of daze
She's not so sweet today
She mocks me, I'm no fighter
It all just seems like such a waste

Pull the shades
Razor blades
You're so tragic
I hate you so
Love you more
I'm so elastic
The things you say
Games you play
Dirty magic

It's oversimplified

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Medication ~ Garbage

I don't need an education
I learnt all I need from you
They've got me on some medication
My point of balance was askew
It keeps my temperature from rising
My blood is pumping through my veins

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

I wear myself out in the morning
You're asleep when I get home
Please don't call me self defending
You know it cuts me to the bone
And it's really not surprising
I hold a force I can't contain

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
I've got to make a point these days
To extricate myself

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent

Somehow you lay the blame on me


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The Last Night ~ Skillet

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

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Iris ~ Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

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Scar Tissue ~ Red Hot Chili Peppers

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic Mr. Know-It-All
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Push me up against the wall
Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra
I'm fallin' all over myself
To lick your heart and taste your health 'cause

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Blood loss in a bathroom stall
Southern girl with a scarlet drawl
Wave goodbye to ma and pa 'cause

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Soft-spoken with a broken jaw
Step outside but not to brawl
Autumn's sweet we call it fall
I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl and

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic Mr. Know-It-All
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share

With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view...

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Made Of Scars ~ Stone Sour

This one came from looking
This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush againt my eyes
This one needed stiches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars
Yes I am made of scars

This one had it comming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
This one was my fathers and
This one you can't see
This one had me scared to death,
But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

God, Don't you believe it

And I will find a way
Everything you are I will betray
Oooh, I swear that I will find a way
Everything you are's inside me

This one was the first one
This one had a vice
This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
This one was the last one,
I don't remember how
But I remember blood and rain
And I never saw it coming again

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

That's what I'm made of

How To Fix Everything ~ Bayside

The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

There's a pedestal across the room
And if I try to climb again
This time the fall is fatal
Now, I don't deserve such an easy exit
So maybe my
Spine can snap on impact and I'll
have to crawl away.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything.

Just close the door and let me do what I need
Cause it's better for us
If you just let me leave.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything

How to fix everything

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Perfectly Flawed ~ Otep

If you do this
If you do this
If you do this you'll never have a chance to try again.
If you do this you'll never have a chance to try.

It's the same sound
Same sting.
The same collapse
Of every thing.

It's the same slice,
Same blade,
The same lie,
Same ol' vein

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm a mistake.

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm such a disgrace.

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Let them come near
Imperfections will keep you unique

Nothing left to lose, just try again
Nothing left to lose, just try again

Its the same doubt,
The same dream
It's the same sabotage
'cause I'm the enemy

It's the same night
Same day
It's the same parasite,
Feeding on the betrayed.

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm a mistake

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm such a disgrace

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
A work in progress
Imperfections will keep you unique

A disguise of self-deception
Hides my secrets perfectly
I'm rejecting my reflection
'cause I hate the way it judges me

Don't you do it
You're not even you yet
Don't you do it
You're not even you yet

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And flames full of grass

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
A work in progress
Imperfections will keep you unique

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Zoegirl ~ Scream

Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release

Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
'Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?

Has anybody seen what's been done?
Where was my defense? No one heard my protest
The eyes of God were watching me
It's time to make my peace, let it go and be released
So I can breathe again
I'm on my knees

I've been marked, set apart
But I'm cut so deep and afraid of the dark
One drop of blood from the hole in Your hand
Is enough to heal me and make me stand

'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me

I don't have to scream for Him to hear me
Don't have to bleed for Him to see me
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream
I don't have to bleed
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening
And I don't have to scream

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Hero ~ Superchic[k]

No one sits with him, he doesn’t fit in,
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him,
'Cause you want to belong, do you go along?
'Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It’s not like you hate him or want him to die,
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide,
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side,
Any kindness from you might have saved his life...

Heroes are made when you make a choice...

You could be a hero,
Heroes do what’s right,
You could be a hero,
You might save a life,
You could be a hero, you could join the fight,
For what’s right, for what’s right, for what’s right...

No one talks to her, she feels so alone,
She’s in too much pain to survive on her own,
The hurt she can’t handle overflows to a knife,
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life,
Each day she goes on is a day that she is brave,
Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,
Each moment of courage her own life she saves,
When she throws the pills out, a hero is made...

No one talks to him about how he lives,
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his,
Doesn’t know he’s a leader with the way he behaves,
And others will follow the choices he’s made,
He lives on the edge, he’s old enough to decide,
His brother who wants to be him is just nine,
He can do what he wants because it’s his right,
The choices he makes change a nine-year-old's life...

Little Mikey-Dee was the one in class
Who everyday got brutally harassed
This went on for years
Till he decided that never again would he shed another tear
So he walked through the door
And grabbed the .44 out of his father's dresser drawer
He said 'I can't take life no more'
And like that a life can be lost
But this ain't even about that
All of us just sat back and watched it happen
Thinking its not our responsibility
To solve a problem that isn't even about me
This is our problem.
This is just one of the daily scenarios
In which we choose to close our eyes
Instead of doing the right thing
If we make a choice and be the voice
For those who won't speak up for themselves
How many lives would be saved, changed, rearranged?
Now it's our time to pick a side.
So don't keep walking by not wanting to intervene,
Cause you just want to exist and never be seen.
So lets wake up, change the world
Our time is now.

You could be a hero - (Our time is now) heroes do what’s right
You could be a hero - (Our time is now) you might save a life
You could be a hero - (Our time is now) you could join the fight
For what’s right, for what’s ri-ight...

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The Last Kiss ~ AFI

hung in your room, swaying, hoping only that you'll see.
all by myself, i'm alone in such poor company.
the deeper i think, the deeper i seem to sink.
i can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
i broke myself, shattered, tied a bow around every piece.
you'll love the eyes.
have they always shone so vacantly?
the more i show the less you'll want to know.
i can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
now i'm on display, i am becoming.
hurt myself today.
it's all for you do you like what i'm becoming? cut myself today,
it's all for you. i part the night,
flashing, approaching as i watch you flee.
pushed through your panes.
seems i've landed quite uncomfortably,
but as i pass through souls of broken glass,
i can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
please don't ask me what i think, trust me,
you don't want to know.
please don't ask me to open up.
trust me. trust me.
'cause i can't.

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She's Falling Apart ~ Lisa Loeb

They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father, her mother, she pushes away

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
Even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

She gets home from school too early
And closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's fallng apart

They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes

And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart

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Cut ~ Plumb

I'm not a stranger
No, I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore.

A fragile flame aged
In misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
No I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut.

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Through the pain ~ Madina Lake

On the Chicago River after dark
We watch the city lights tear the sky apart
The wind was blowing her hair around
As the scenery explodes I tell you how

I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane
No hospital can fix what I've become.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain.
How am I gonna get through this?

I got so low that I'd get high
Just to sit and watch the miles go by.
Now I'm cold and sweaty a nauseous heart
I've got a million addictions wearing me down.
I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

And now I'm begging for help I know I can't get
I've got to face this one alone.
And if I don't make it,
Remember that I'll always be a part of you.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words, my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

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Untitled ~ Vex Red

You surround me
You steal my breath

Trapped inside here
But you're around
I should go home
Move away from here

This time I'm leaving
Its time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone
Look to me
Cos I'm on fire
I should go home
Move away from here

This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone

This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone
This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone

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All that I've Got ~ The Used

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me,
Off guard
Red handed; now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed, catch me.

I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed, catch me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
(All that I've got)

I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream Fuck me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
(All that I've got)

And it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got.

So deep that it didn't even bleed; catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream Fuck me.

I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got.

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Ohio is for lovers ~ Hawthorne heights

Hey tere,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever.

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

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The Way She Feels - Between The Trees

She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer
To driver her pain away.
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it,
There's nothing there
There's only left over tears.
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Wooah oh
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

Curled up,
She's on the floor.
Relief left her...
She had hoped for something more
From it (Hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping
And He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
Gets worse

Now she's slowly opening...
Yeah, slowly opening
New eyes...

Then she opened her eyes
And found relief in His life
And put down her knives

Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down,
Her knife.

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