Songs about Suicide

6.9  

Beyond The Realms Of Death


He had enough, he couldn't take anymore
He'd found a place in his mind and slammed the door
No matter how they tried, they couldn't understand
They washed and dressed him, fed him by hand

Yeah! I've left the world behind
I am safe here in my mind
I'm Free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life
I'll decide not you

Withdrawn he'd sit there, stare blank into space
No sign of life, did flicker on his face
Until one day he smiled
It seemed as though with pride
The wind kissed him
Goodbye - and then he died

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for livin' in
Yeah! I will start again
It can take forever, and ever, and ever
And ever, but I'll still win.

How many like him, are there still
Who to us all, seem to have lost the will
They lie in thousands, lank and lost
Is nothing worth this bitter cost

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for livin' in

Beoynd the realms of death.

6.9  

The Suicider


"I am the light that shall lead you to darkness"

Well, here I am, I'm back again from the Deadlands I descend
back from the dead, back from The End
I'm here to take Revenge!
Soon the deathly dusk will fall and the Night I've waited for 'at the dawn you'll live no more
Breathing through Death
Living for Bloodshed

I'm the Suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away

I live to kill and kill to live
And long for dying endlessly
Each time I kill I'm born again
'I have become The End
Thus I am and thus I'll die
yet another thousand times
'I am dead and I am alive
Take a deep breath'
It's the last one you will get!!

I'm the Suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away
I'm the Suicider seeking for the End of Life
(But) killing me is not enough to cease the flame inside
'Thus I kill and thus I`ll die'
Thus I will live for all time

6.7  

Suicide Solution


Wine is fine but whiskey's quicker
Suicide is slow with liquor
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows
Then it floods away tomorrows...

Evil thoughts and evil doings
Cold, alone; you hang in ruins
Thought that you'd escape the reaper
You can't escape the master keeper

'Cause you feel life's unreal
And you're living a lie
Such a shame, who's to blame
And you're wondering why
Then you ask from your cask
Is there life after birth
What you sow can mean hell on this earth
Hell on this earth

Now you live inside that bottle
The reaper's travelling at full throttle
It's catching you but you don't see
The reaper's you and the reaper is me

Breaking laws, knocking doors
But there's no one at home
Made your bed, rest your head
But you lie there and moan
Where to hide, suicide is the only way out
Don't you know what it's really about

7.2  

Fade to Black


Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can't stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

Goodbye!

6.4  

Going Down to Die


And I know that it's true
All the fire has burned through
Well you know I've played so hard
And the light grows so dim
And my time's getting slim
All the words just don't mean much

And I know I'm saying goodbye
And I know that I'm going
Down to die

In my heart, there's a wind
And it swirls up a dim
It's so loud, it drowns my mind
Till the coin that I pass
To the ferryman's grasp
Lets me leave my pain behind

So I part and I'm oh so cold
And I hope to release my heart
Better leave while my song still calls
It's the truth that I'm going
Down to die

5.7  

Coma White


There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass in her miracle mile

'Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
She was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a Polaroid
That lost all her dolls

'Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

5.9  

Waste


Your mother came up to me,
She wanted answers only she should know,
Only she should know.
It wasn't easy to deal with the tears that rolled down her face.
I had no answers 'cause I didn't even know you.

But these words they can't replace,
The life you, the life you waste.

How could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem,
that there were no more options for you?
I can't explain how I feel.
I've been there many times before.
I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me.

Did daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?

Well fuck them, and fuck her, and fuck him, and fuck you,
for not having the strength in your heart to pull through.
I've had doubts, I have failed, I've fucked up,
I've had plans, doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands.

7.3  

Jeremy


At home, drawing pictures
Of mountain tops
With him on top
Lemon yellow sun
Arms raised in a V
And the dead lay
In pools of maroon below

Daddy didn't give attention
Oh, to the fact
That mommy didn't care
King Jeremy the wicked
Oh, ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today

Clearly I remember
Picking on the boy
Seemed a harmless little fuck
Oh, but we unleashed a lion
Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast
How could I forget?

And he hit me with a surprise left
My jaw left hurting
Oooh, dropped wide open
Just like the day
Oh like the day I heard

Daddy didn't give affection, no
And the boy was something
That mommy wouldn't wear
King Jeremy the wicked
Oh, ruled his world

Try to forget this (Try to forget this)
Try to erase this (Try to erase this)
From the blackboard

7.7  

Suicide Note Pt. 1


Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take
the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?

7.6  

Lithium


I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.
Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care.
And I'm not scared. Light my candles. In a daze cause I've found god.

I'm so lonely. And that's ok. (alt: 'cause today )
I shaved my head. And I'm not sad, and just maybe
I'm to blame for all I've heard. And I'm not sure.
I'm so excited. I can't wait to meet you there.
And I don't care. I'm so horny. But that's ok. My will is good.

I like it. I'm not gonna crack.
I miss you. I'm not gonna crack.
I love you.I'm not gonna crack.
I killed you. I'm not gonna crack.

I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.
Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care.
And I'm not scared. Light my candles.
In a daze cause I've found god.

7  

Whole


So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring induced by hate
It never seems to all pan out
Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout
You seemed to have a bad effect
Your rules and contradictions I would neglect
Though not my fault you made me feel
Like my own education wasn't truly real

Then you came right in tearing out my soul
How could all this loss be your only goal
I'm left standing here desperate in the cold
Since you took your life mine has not been whole

So there I stood a scolded child
The reasons never questioned
My pains been filed
Inside this place that makes me feel
I learned life is unfair and that is very real

While you try to overcome the lesson
Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing
I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have
Solitude breaking me down you always seemed glad
To put me down and stick me in that little pit
Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit
Then I became the person that you hated most
Disrespecting the father, son, and holy ghost
A small example of what the things you've done to me
Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can't be

I'll never be!

7  

Nothing to Lose


Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
I'd always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

Never played truth or dare
I'd have to check my mirror
To see if I'm still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain

Teacher said it's just a phase
When I grow up my children
Will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who knew it'd put me under ground
At seventeen

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
And I just died today

6  

Jumper


I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend,
You could, cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in.
And, if you do not want to see me again.
I would understand...
I would understand...

The angry boy, a bit too insane,
I sing over a secret pain,
You know you don't belong.
You're the first to fight,
You're way too loud,
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud,
I know something's wrong.
Well everyone I know has got a reason, to say:

Put the past away.

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend,
You could, cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in.
And, if you do not want to see me again.
I would understand...
I would understand...

Well, he's on the table and he's gone to code,
And I do not think anyone knows,
What they are... doing here.
And your friends have left you,
You've been dismissed,
I never thought it would come to this,
And I, I want you to know.
Everyone's got to face down the demons,
Maybe today,

You can put the past away.

7.3  

I Won't See You Tonight Part 1


Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

7.2  

Never Too Late


This world will never be What I expected
And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone Everything that I own
To make you feel like It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say It'll be all right
Still I hear you say You want to end your life
Now and again we try To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late It's never too late

No one will ever see This side reflected
And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone Everything that I own
To make you feel like It's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew Won't come back
The time we've lost Can't get back
The life we had Won't be ours again

This world will never be What I expected
And if I don't belong

5.3  

What's This Life For


Hurray for a child That makes it through
If there's any way Because the answer lies in you

They're laid to rest before they know just what to do
Their souls are lost Because they could never find

What's this life for

I see your soul, its kinda grey
You see my heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer
Because you could never find

What's this life for

But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score
Cause we all live Under the reign of one king

6.6  

Loser


Breathe in right away.
Nothing seems to fill this place.
I need this everytime
So take your lies, get off my case.
Someday I will find
A love that flows through me like this
This will fall away, this will fall away.

You're getting closer
To pushing me off of life's little edge
'Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer
You're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall
'Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah.

This is getting old.
I can't break these chains that I hold
My body's growing cold
There's nothing left of this mind or my soul.
Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of this poison is taking me higher.
This will fall away, this will fall away.